Burnout has me mourning a self I cannot seem to get back to. The hardest part is how ordinary it looks from the outside. There are days it feels like my life kept going but my inner weather did not get the memo. I miss being easier to find inside my own day. I am grieving a future that slowly disappeared while I was busy being responsible. It is a lonely thing to grieve what other people call a phase. Nothing dramatic happened and somehow everything changed anyway. Some endings do not announce themselves. They just stop answering.
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