The Wall

My parent died and now the world feels slightly unparented. I still almost call when something breaks or when I finally understand a joke they would have loved. Cleaning out the house felt like translating a language made of receipts, sweaters, and unfinished lists. People think adulthood prepares you for this and I want to ask them prepared in what sense. I was not expecting to miss the annoying reminders, the repeated stories, the ordinary checking in. Every family story has a blank line in it now. I was not expecting to miss the annoying reminders, the repeated stories, the ordinary checking in.